Am new in here!!!

Hiiiiiiii!!!!!

Am new in here, yeah i said that earlier. and it took so long for me to finally get in but i made it.hurray!!!

JSYK (just so you know), there will be a lot of pink in my blog starting NOW!

Okay, I am Mineeki and i like to talk a lot (but not too much that it annoys you) so i hope that i would be able to channel that talking energy to my blog...i have not quite decided what my blog should be about but i guess it would evolve as i go on. i watched my friend participate in the blogville idols and i thought "hey, this is such fun" but now am in, i dont even know where to start from. please pardon me as this is my first day here

okay, now am in my final lap in school....it feels surreal and i can't quite tell why. I had fun during my internship (maybe a bit too much) but afterwards i had a much needed "lagimo". maybe i should even talk about my experience. i would say it was bittersweet...i felt the perfect love with the wrongest person (like a nollywood movie...lol) so that makes it totally wrong. i learnt something from it though. Am a spiritual person and i tend to lean towards the right thing a lot of the time but this time i went in the opposite direction and normally, i might have judged the person who did what i did but in my case, I ALSO JUDGED MYSELF!!! it drained me how i beat myself up and didnt forgive myself even after i knew that i was forgiven by God, so it made me ask a question, "DO I ACTUALLY HAVE A PROBLEM FORGIVING PEOPLE?" because if i couldnt forgive myself, how could i have forgiven someone else had i had the power to decide their fate (forgiven or otherwise)....the work of God should be left for Him because i know now that He is the only one who can take care of our worst screw ups without judging and forgive us without asking WHY.

more to come later...gotta snooze!